Skype

We finally skyped!  I've seen and heard and flirted with Manchester.  We were both shy and nervous.  I really like him.

I don't like that I really like him.  Because I don't know how on god's green earth we will ever be able to be together.  I just know I want to be with him.

I want to jump into his lap, I wanted to kiss the screen where his lips are.   I wanted to smell his skin.  I could see his eyes.  "What color are your eyes?  Are they grey? or green?" "They are hazel, sometimes gray, sometimes green. I don't know why they change."

My womb is aching for him tonight. I can't sleep.

Better pray for the best to happen for all of us: me, him, our families.  Why do I have such a strong pull towards him?