Veil

Well sadly Nicest Boyfriend I've Ever Had may have broken up with me tonight.  He's done this two other times and both those times I wondered if he was just doing it to manipulate me.

Happily I met someone new who even though its early stages, I feel on the same wavelength with him, in a way that I have never felt with anyone else.  It feels like such a relief. I hope that it works well for both of us.  I really like him  I'll refer to him as Same Wavelength Man. He sort of strikes me as the man I've been praying for.  He strikes me as a man I could love more deeply than anyone I've ever loved before.

I know very little about him so this is very premature, but I just know it feels different.

I am grateful that First Love threw me over, if it means that I get to have a deeper and more loving relationship than I have ever known.  I loved First Love deeply but he didn't love me as strongly and there was always a sense of unfinished business, until we met and dated again.  Now it feels like finished business, but a distasteful lesson.  A lesson that pushed me into god.

But with Same Wavelength Man .. . . I hope I'm right.  I hope however things work out, that they work out for the best.  We'll see.